so it is thumb tacks in your throat.
barely could breathe already
but now it’s severance
and cold, hungry rage.
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why
all these falsehoods?
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a spoken word is strong
against a wavering heart,
though,
I am not worth even that
am I?
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bittersweet,
how your tongue tastes:
desperation,
coating every syllable you drawl
in neutrality and indifference,
and how could you forget?
he’ll never love you.
he never did.
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but I did.
foolish of me,
in the end.
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forgive?
forget.
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2/11/19